A * female 27 financial practitioners
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From birth to now, I am 27 years old, and I have been single and have never been in love.
The only one-time life, if counted, should be exactly half a time.
When I was 19, I tried to have sex with someone I met by chance.
Why do you say it’s half a time? Before that, neither of us had any real experience about sex.
He claimed that it was his first time. At first, I was dubious, but after I really had substantive contact, I probably really believed that it was his first time.
His safety measures were taken seriously. However, I didn’t expect that it would be over in just a few seconds.
It is really a few seconds, without any exaggeration.
Also, although I didn’t say anything to him face to face, I didn’t contact him again after that day.
So strictly speaking, you know, we “met frankly”, but we didn’t “communicate deeply”.
So in my definition, this can only be regarded as half an experience.
We are strangers by chance, but in that particular environment, we are not completely strangers.
I didn’t ask his name, nor did he ask my name.
Perhaps it is because of the strangeness between us that we can “be honest with each other”.
I have always felt that I am a very open-minded person.
As time goes by, I find that my sexual desire seems to have never been particularly strong.
It’s been almost ten years now, and I don’t particularly care about not having sex.
I didn’t deliberately pursue it, nor did I deliberately suppress my desires. For example, if I want to watch a small video occasionally, I will watch a small video for a while.
I calmly admit the existence of this desire, which is just a natural phenomenon as a creature.
Two people can “be honest with each other” in order to explore their bodies, be curious and have fun. As animals, we have this instinct.
After that, perhaps more importantly, as two independent individuals, two souls can see each other’s existence.
