It has been a whole year since I last had sex with someone in July last year.
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I had sex with someone for the first time in my freshman year of high school, and I have been dating from time to time since then, and I have never stopped having sex in the past few years.
I broke up with my last girlfriend in June last year, and I had sex with a strange woman in July, and I haven’t had sex since then.
There are several main reasons:
First, I started preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination last year, and I have always known that I am a person who cannot live a normal life without being affected by love or sex.
It may also be because I am still very naive overall, and I still feel that I am at an age where “dating affects academic performance.”
I deliberately keep myself away from women, don’t chat with women properly, and don’t add strangers on WeChat when I go clubbing and drinking.
I prevent myself from getting into trouble from the root, and I have eradicated all the people around me who may have sex.
The way I relieve my sexual desire is basically the same as most people’s common methods: watching movies, exercising, and chatting.
At the beginning, I was more addicted to watching movies. Plus the pressure of the postgraduate entrance examination, it is easy to get addicted, usually 2-5 times a day. But because the frequency is too high, the sensitivity decreases, and the time I spend each time is increasing, and the overall time is getting longer and longer. And the emptiness and nausea brought by idle time also make me find that this is a boring thing that I can’t do without. It seems that I have been pursuing those few seconds of pleasure all my life, and I don’t understand why. Later, when the postgraduate entrance examination was approaching, I deliberately restrained myself because it was a waste of time. After the postgraduate entrance examination, I started to use dolls. I am also a doll lover. Dolls not only make me like my body more, but also make me more tired before going to bed to some extent.
These practices did achieve a certain effect, and I successfully passed the postgraduate entrance examination. I spent a long period of time without sex and without a girlfriend.
Now I think this is a very precious and rare time-
No need to find ways to deceive parents to stay out all night.
No need to worry about what men think if you don’t orgasm.
No need to spend all your money on frequent hotel rooms.
I know that many of the things I said above can be avoided, but sometimes many things are beyond control.
I realized that this is how I am, and I accepted it.
Every stage of life is constantly changing, and maybe this is how I am in this cycle.
I am living a comfortable life.
Maybe in the next stage, I will have a new understanding and experience because of something, and it will come sooner or later.
I will always love sex dolls now and look forward to the future.
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